Primordialism Instrumentalism

Have a good day

Was quite pre - occupied with my thoughts the other day...for those of you I spoke with...I think you know about the incident between myself and a superior...I left my bunk and went to the stairwell to take in some privacy...praying to God and seeking comfort and encouragement from the Bible...

I found more...things worked out even better than before...

I thank God for the time off I get every weekend

- To be with myself
- To spend time with my family
- To spend time with friends (Sherry, Christabel, Alan, Jovi thanks for the wonderful outing we had!)

Thank you Lord for the safety & security and the freedom of religion in Singapore, thank you for a loving family and the instant warmth I feel in their presence. Thank you for friends who understand me and who I can confide in.

Dear Lord,

You are the same yesterday, today and forevermore. Whatever is to come, I commit it into your hand. Take me, mould me, use me and fill me cause I give my life to the Potter's Hand. Call me, guide me, lead me, and walk beside me for into your hands, I commit again, with all I am.

BLESS YOUR HOLY NAME!!!

posted by Primordialism Instrumentalism @ 9:37 AM 0 comments

Gone Shopping

Ever get the feeling of disillusionment? Like you lost track of your purpose in life? Do you feel mirred in this rat race, not knowing when it will end and just embroiling yourself in one of life's most materialistic attractions....

Sometimes I just don't know where I'm heading....its like a holiday...getaway...back to the civilian world...like being rescued from hell...than again...I don't know where I'm heading...The weekly movie marathons at Plaza Singapura....downtown shopping at Wheelock --> Wisma Atria --> Takashimaya...than maybe to the local supermarkets for groceries....Just feeling so trapped in this neverending world of apparels, electronics, fashion and outputs of a capitalist market...not sure when you are going to be drained out....no cap on your spending powers...store after store you enter....and you just get the feeling of euphoria when the next item is checked out...

A feeling of high, consummating your love with this local pastime, taking it to heights of ecstasy...and after that drowning your sorrows in cocktails...returning home and waking up the next morning sinking into depression that it is all over, and you need the replay over and over again...

SAVE ME FROM THE LONELINESS!

posted by Primordialism Instrumentalism @ 10:41 PM 0 comments