Primordialism Instrumentalism

Food for thought?

2008-05-12T07:52:00.000-07:00

The month of April...F & B April to be exact....came and went....

Work is piling up this month...as they say, guess who'll cry come 1st of May...
am I really becoming BUSY (Being Under Satan's Yoke)?

am I back sliding in my faith with God?

am I mirring myself in bureaucratic mud? nailing myself into a political coffin?

What should I do now? Can I find a way?

Unappreciation. The existence of it just makes my blood boil. After being hospitable to external parties, overseas counterparts in an attempt to improve Singapore's bilateral relations in my own way...you get ticked off my others...

Providing personalized service and get a complain plus recommendation for negative reinforcement? What is this world coming to? Why do such ignorant foolish imbeciles even exist?

I can't say I am all that unfortunate...I have been blessed with a loving family, neither rich nor poor...I lack nothing...a good command of the English language...another bonus...countless and indescribable opportunities that many wouldn't be able to fathom.

In fact so many good things and smooth sailing paths have been placed before me by my Heavenly Father who holds the only power that can save this world.

I'm lost...disillusioned, lethargic...

Lord help me to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can...and wisdom to know the difference

I feel fed up today, and I don't really want to pray.
Things are hard for me and I'm too depressed to care.
I gues I'm tired & drained, I've done so much, been through so much with nothing more to give
Lord, I come to you in laziness, half heartedness and apathetic disbelief
And I praise you with my mind though my emotions aren't engaged;
With my lips though my heart is cold;
With my will though my spirit seems dead.
Pour your love afresh upon me today I pray, and accept me in my weariness.

Amen.

FHA 2008

2008-05-04T08:03:00.001-07:00

The name says it all. The 16th installation of Asia's largest Food, Hotel and Hospitality trade show. This year was a little quieter, new faces, but many highlights still captivated and took my breath away.

I'll let the pictures do the talking perhaps.

After so many years, Temasek Polytechnic finally decided to sent a team, trained by the most renowned lecturers from the F & B industry.

The Hospitality Alliance foundation was strengthened, and F&B MA (Youth Wing) assisted in the operation of the booth.

In case you do not know, the Hospitality Alliance is made up of:

1) Singapore Chefs Association
2) Food & Beverage Managers Associations
3) Association of Room Division Executives
4) Association of Singapore Housekeepers
5) Hospitality Purchasers Association
6) Les Clefs d'or (Concierge)
7) International Bartenders Association

The proud moment for us all: Temasek Polytechnic clinched the GOLD Award for the Food & Hotel Asia Dream Team Challenge. This shows the hidden potential our students have, comparable or even exceeding global industry standards.

I'll let the pictures do the talking for now. Sit back and enjoy the culinary creations of the pastry & baking showcase. Mamma mia....so tantalizing & mesmerizing...

GONG XI FA CAI! The Year of the Rat

2008-02-10T01:07:00.000-08:00

So once again, the 12th year cycle is complete and back to the first animal of the Chinese Zodiac. What exactly is Chinese New Year in Singapore like? Let's find out in this entry...

Due to the global nature of my family, Chinese New Year is spent in different countries every year. In Asia of course! Last year it was Hong Kong, but this year we've decided...Singapore...for many reasons which I probably wouldn't quite understand.

6th February 2008, Wednesday. Also known as the eve of Chinese New Year. Many people rushed back from work & school in preparation for the night's reunion dinner. For my family, it was at Tung Lok Signatures, Vivo City.

Signature dish of the night: Fresh succulent Lobster with Deep Fried Coriander Cheese Balls!

Dessert at Ben & Jerry's after

7th February 2008, CNY Day 1

Started with breakfast & tea ceremony in the morning

This longevity buns are shaped like Rats!

Lunch was at one of the finest Chinese Restaurants: The Summer Pavilion@The Ritz Carlton Millenia Singapore.

Again....there was lobster, but instead of it being a main dish, it was used for the Yu Sheng as oppossed to Salmon which was used the previous night.

My family!

After lunch, it was off to view my uncle's place at Sentosa Cove

The cars parked there are of this standard, if not higher...

This is a typical street in Sentosa Cove

My tired grandparents, sitting in front of my uncle's 2nd unit

How would you like coming home by boat? Along this waterway.

Hope everyone's new year was filled with wealth, happiness, prosperity, longevity and luck of the Rat! I certainly enjoyed my New Year, hope all of you did too!

*Next entry, we will take a look at what's happening down at Sentosa...

Healthwise

2008-01-20T01:27:00.001-08:00

As they always say, look after your health.

Very true. Especially so when there's a flu bug in the air right now and some of my friends have gotten it or landed in hospital. As for those of who cannot resist alcohol like myself, DON'T DRINK TO INTOXICATE YOURSELF!!! Its simply not worth it.

Here's what a bottle of Shiraz, Champagne, Riesling and Moscato did to me. My level of consciousness (LOC) on the AVPU scale was a V...Verbal....I was rather disillusioned and on the verge of collapsing, cut my finger against the toilet door and tripped and bruised my left foot. In the end when I decided it was time to go back, 3 friends had to give me some water and let me take the cab first...rather embarassing since they are girls....

I was almost asleep on the cab, the taxi driver could hardly understand a word I was saying. When I alighted, I vomitted outside my neighbors house, lugged myself to my room, changed and collapsed in a heap on my bed.

The next morning, I awoke with a splitting headache and perpetual giddiness coupled with imbalance. Thought sleeping a while more would help but it didn't and eventually had to walk about, eat breakfast feeling giddy, got back home, did some studying and allow the alcohol to wear off about lunch time.

Trust me...the feeling sucks big time.

So....control, resist, abstain...if you can...

Ta ta

A new beginning

2008-01-05T07:07:00.000-08:00

Every new year, turns the page on our life, opening the window to a whole wide world of challenges and opportunties coming our way. What happened in the past, the good of it CHERISH, the not so good REFLECT upon it.

It is the dawn of a new year, and once again I get that feeling of sinking into disillusionment once again....as always, my weekends are movies, eating and shopping. Will I really end up like Kym Ng's character in Gone Shopping...requiring the produce of a free economy to satisfy one's self...I hope not....

Just hate the fact when people abuse their powers for their own benefit and bring about the inconvenience of everyone else. I also can't understand how some uneducated individuals act as if they know everything, they should learn to humble themselves and recognize the fact that even the most knowledgeable professor at Harvard could learn something new everyday. To our disgust and abhorrence, these people hold leadership positions, which makes us worry for the people under their charge. The more I see this, the stronger my resolve to work hard and secure a position of authority in society, to change things for the better, the standard of living for the average Singaporean, and most of all....to right every wrong....that justice will be done....

Anyhow, just thankful that I am able to pursue a new course at Singapore Medical Training Institute (SMTI), something outside my field. Have always be interested in Medicine since my secondary school days. But I've never had good enough results to qualify for an MBBS@NUS or John Hopkins.

Well, guess I just need a little more time....

Till next time....

Take care.

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008!

2007-12-31T04:44:00.000-08:00

As I sit here reflecting on the final moments of this year 2007, many things have indeed occurred this year. The fires in California, the recent assasination of former PM Bhutto, the GST hike the much awaited release of Harry Potter: Order of the Phoenix and much more.

Its been a year to indeed give thanks to God for. Returning to Singapore from Vietnam, graduating from Temasek Polytechnic, getting enlisted, re - connecting with my dad's extended family in New Zealand and most importantly fulfilling one of my last year's resolution points. Which is to spend more time with my family, to learn to let go of worldly ambitions and revel in the comfort of knowing that HE is in control of everything.

This year has also brought about its own set of ups and downs for me, but than again, life is never a bed of roses isn't it.

As we look ahead to the New Year of 2008, who knows what challenges it will bring.

Nonetheless, my resolution stands:

New Year’s Resolution for 2008

1. To re – dedicate my life to Christ, make it a point to attend church weekly and do my daily quiet time

2. To touch and change the lives of those who I meet along life’s journey

3. To pray and ask for God’s protection against any corporate politics that is in the pipeline towards me

4. To have greater self discipline

5. To do my best in refraining from engaging in gossips

6. To be time – limited in my assignments, work and other deadlines I need to meet

7. To treasure the people around me more, spend more time with my family, relatives and friends

8. To exercise better time management

9. To perform to the best of my ability in the Food & Beverage Managers Association Youth Wing

10. To be more professional in my inter – personal dealings with others

11. To make as many friends as possible in National Service

12. To be less suspicious of others around me

13. To keep updated with current affairs

14. To clear the air with anyone who I may have offended, asking God & them for forgiveness of my sins.

It would be the last time I blog in 2007, apologies for not blogging for the last few months. As for the remainder of the New Zealand pictures in my last entry, they are in the form of albums on my Facebook account.

With that, HAPPY NEW YEAR to all readers, may you be richly blessed and love, peace, joy follow your heart wherever you may be or what you do! =)

EVERYBODY SCREAM!!! Are you ready for the party???

Fate is a tangle...follow 1 thread

2007-09-01T21:25:00.000-07:00

This week went alot better for me. After all the major events have passed, the much deserved administration break sets in. Well, as for myself and a few others, with Games Day coming up we had to train hard for the competition. Everyone seems pressured by the goals set from the top: "I want this company to win first." Words from my OC...

Amidst all the frustration and cracking our heads on how to put on a good show, I managed to applied the theory "too many chefs spoil the broth." That's the problem when you train a leadership batch, everyone has their own opinion, but who's gonna listen. On top of that, several external factors have broken the internal team spirit and unity we had from the start.

On a positive note, I passed my Individual Physical Proficiency Test (IPPT) the army equivalent of the school's NAPFA test. I just don't know how I manage to do it, I'm not exactly a physically fit person. Thanks again to God who makes all things possible.

The 5 stations with some advice for future NSmen:

1) Sit - ups - Your daily regime of crunches should give you the strength to accomplish an easy 40 in 1 minute....this should be the station you score most points in. Unless you have abdominal problems like myself, than aim to pass or for Silver (34<)

2) Standing Broad Jump - A problem station for many. This is the first time I passed in 3 years, the last time was Secondary 4....One technique, swing your arms up and coordinate a tip - toe to acheive a spring effect, than swing back once and when your hands come to the front, give a tug - jump (legs touching your chest) and land pushing your hands back. This should give you the the boost to thrust forward. My score, 221, 5 points from the 216 passing mark.

3) Shuttle Run - This you gotta practice, it tests your stability, reaction time and opening up of your steps. Always run in a straight line (MOST IMPORTANT ADVICE). How to practice? You can run 25m back and forth each day and turn touching your toe as a marking...3 months practice would more than suffice.

4) Chin - ups - Another problem station, work on improving your upper body strength first, start with 40 push - ups a day, than go on to assisted chin - ups and by 3 months you should be able to do 6 standard ones without any difficulty. Try using the undergrasp as it works on the bicep muscles which are the fastest to develop. Progressive training does help, from zero I improved by 1 more every week and cleared with 12 at the end. That's a 5 point and would help for your attainment of gold.

5) 2.4km Run - The most demanding station after a 15 minute rest from the static stations. Implement the correct breathing technique (Breathe in through your nose, hold for 2 seconds and breathe out through your mouth) Do this continuously and have enough blood circulate your body. Even if you are too spanned out, the 2.4km is short enough to endure and push yourself. Try running for 20 minutes, twice a week to develop your stamina.

Note: You need to pass all stations in 1 attempt, with 2 - 5 minute break between each static station and 15 minutes before the 2.4km run. Failure in a single static station would allow you to re - take that particular one, but failure in 2 or the 2.4km run would mean you have to re - sit the entire test or probably come back during your block leave.

1) Those wanting to sign on to SAF must PASS!
2) Those wanting to attend Command School must PASS!
3) Those wanting to officially graduate from Basic Military Training (BMT) must also PASS!

Despite all the aching here and there, I think it was worth it. Am currently down with conjunctivitis and must thus quarantine myself so as not to infect anyone else.

I'm still torn between the following 2 decisions:

1) To attend Command School (Benefits - Looks good on your resume, larger pay)
2) To join the SAF Music & Drama Company (Benefits - Get to come home everyday, where my passion lies)

Will write again when I can...

Have a good day

2007-08-25T09:37:00.000-07:00

Was quite pre - occupied with my thoughts the other day...for those of you I spoke with...I think you know about the incident between myself and a superior...I left my bunk and went to the stairwell to take in some privacy...praying to God and seeking comfort and encouragement from the Bible...

I found more...things worked out even better than before...

I thank God for the time off I get every weekend

- To be with myself
- To spend time with my family
- To spend time with friends (Sherry, Christabel, Alan, Jovi thanks for the wonderful outing we had!)

Thank you Lord for the safety & security and the freedom of religion in Singapore, thank you for a loving family and the instant warmth I feel in their presence. Thank you for friends who understand me and who I can confide in.

Dear Lord,

You are the same yesterday, today and forevermore. Whatever is to come, I commit it into your hand. Take me, mould me, use me and fill me cause I give my life to the Potter's Hand. Call me, guide me, lead me, and walk beside me for into your hands, I commit again, with all I am.

BLESS YOUR HOLY NAME!!!

Gone Shopping

2007-08-04T22:41:00.000-07:00

Ever get the feeling of disillusionment? Like you lost track of your purpose in life? Do you feel mirred in this rat race, not knowing when it will end and just embroiling yourself in one of life's most materialistic attractions....

Sometimes I just don't know where I'm heading....its like a holiday...getaway...back to the civilian world...like being rescued from hell...than again...I don't know where I'm heading...The weekly movie marathons at Plaza Singapura....downtown shopping at Wheelock --> Wisma Atria --> Takashimaya...than maybe to the local supermarkets for groceries....Just feeling so trapped in this neverending world of apparels, electronics, fashion and outputs of a capitalist market...not sure when you are going to be drained out....no cap on your spending powers...store after store you enter....and you just get the feeling of euphoria when the next item is checked out...

A feeling of high, consummating your love with this local pastime, taking it to heights of ecstasy...and after that drowning your sorrows in cocktails...returning home and waking up the next morning sinking into depression that it is all over, and you need the replay over and over again...

SAVE ME FROM THE LONELINESS!

The Order of the Phoenix

2007-07-21T16:50:00.000-07:00

Feels like some kind of dejavu....booking in and out of camp on weekends, no doubt its just 1 night at home, it feels like I've been out for some time. Maybe something to do with the flow of time...

So many mixed emotions inside me, I do not know what to do....To be honest, I did consider being a regular in the Singapore Armed Forces during my secondary school days, that ambition has long been a thing of the pass...Than again...ambition to be an officer during National Service is another thing...or should I just declare for a downgrade and take up something more geared towards my talents like administration or Music & Drama? There are things I just hate!!!

Watched Harry Potter & The Order of the Phoenix yesterday...Felt alot like the students at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft & Wizardry. For Harry Potter fans, if you realize, Hogwarts gets a new Defense aganist the The Dark Arts professor every year...from a possessed coward, a celebrity, a werewolf and a madman with a glass eye...rumors even state that the post is cursed...

As we had it, the new professor sweet pinky Dolores Umbridge who looks like a harmless lady but makes students use a special quill to write and in the process painfully engraving the written character on the back of their hand...apart from that implementing certain educational decrees limiting Dumbledore's authority and increasing her own influence...a totalitarian regime is imposed...it really feels that way, the transition from a civilian life to a military one.

Than again, this story is alot darker, more frightening with the return of Voldemort, the Dementors, Death Eaters and the edgy parts, in short it shows a maturity of thought which makes the film cool.

Will blog again when I can...

Here we go!

2007-07-13T23:15:00.000-07:00

Battalion on Alert!
So pack it up and go!
Oh...what a way to start the day ahead...

Hey ya
Here we go!

Late at night Raven warriors come on creeping while you're sleeping
All around, around, around
Hey ya

Firers watch your front
Ready put to safe
Target never seemed so small before

PC on my left
OC on my right
Sergeant never looked so on before

Hey ya
Here we go!

Day & Night
Raven warriors come on creeping
All around, around, around

Hey ya!

I don't wanna lead an army life
OC please let me go...
CO won't let me go...
Mummy I wanna go home...

But for the sake of our nation....we must lead, excel and overcome until we ORD (13th June 2009!)

An outlook on the surface

2007-07-06T08:20:00.000-07:00

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleepI'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyesI told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleepI'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Sons of Singapore

2007-07-01T00:04:00.000-07:00

"I, hereby swear, before this flag, that I will be brave, disciplined, vigilante and I will take good care of my weapon...AT ALL TIMES!"

"Training to be soldiers
Fight for our land
Once in our live
2 years of our time
Have you ever wondered
Why must this be?
Because we love our land
And we want it to be free to be free YA!"

Present sufferings will pass, but God's mercy will last, though it may seemed that little things get in my way, my resolve has never been stronger, no weapon can keep me apart from my destination.

Forget you friends....you know I can't

Explore, Exchange, Entertain....Marina Bay 2009 cometh!

2007-06-13T16:05:00.000-07:00

Come 2009, Singapore's signature skyline will be transformed into an iconic landmark encompassing a world class luxury resort and casino, state of - the - art MICE facilities, internationally - celelbrated restaurants and an unparalleled array of shopping bonanza! The region's 1st Integrated Resort is here to take the world by storm and will be a destination that will add buzz to Singapore and play a meaningful role in the lives of Singaporeans all over.

Check out the full scale model of Marina Bay Sands!

The new downtown plan for Marina Bay, can you spot the almost completed Singapore Flyer?

Hehehe....my new look

As for my Pink NRIC, see you in 2 years. Now gonna get my 11B!

Take care everyone! Have a great week ahead! Cheers!

The Carousel at Scaborough Fair...

2007-06-13T15:52:00.001-07:00

Went with my family to the new restaurant, Carousel in Royal Plaza on Scotts, let the pictures do the walking & talking

Interesting fact 1: Their glasses swirl to a ruby red color when in contact with any fluid

Interesting fact 2: They actually sell their glasses and cutlery sets in the shop, check out picture 2 for the table setup. Not that I needed any of it, but I think it would make a great addition to my new condo dining area...

Project management

2007-06-12T07:45:00.000-07:00

You know the saying, whenever there are people, there are bound to be conflicts.

This article is about an event I worked on recently. Entitled the FBMAmazing Race...I think the name alone should pretty ring a bell as to what it is all about.

Well, there has been alot of debate about it recently, in fact the number of respondents is both a disappointment and embarrasment as a committee member. Now the question is, what are the possible reasons for the low response:

1) Members have had it with the fact that nothing has been going on

2) Lack of interest

3) Unsuccessful marketing campaign

4) Peer pressure....Again???

The above will be anyone's guess. But another worrying thing would be the renewal of membership. The financial year for the first batch of applicants is coming to an end...effectively, August/September. When the time comes, how many people will actually renew their membership? How many committee members will actually stay on? What's most important now is that we do our best to safeguard our reputation and do everything in our power to please our members. It really is not easy...in fact, if I must say, we started out on the wrong foot, wrong time and sometimes maybe wrong concept....

Just a brief background, the association effectively came into existence on September 2006, a time when many of us had just beginned our student internship programs, a heavy commitment indeed, not to mention that some of us were stationed overseas.

Now, the guys are headed on a quest to protect & defend the interests and economic prosperity of our island republic, while the girls ---> Degree...Career...some even headed overseas where the grass might be greener....That would leave less manpower for the people running the show.

Anyhow, here's what happened for the main event itself, let's start from Friday....one thing I believed in is welfare...having been promoted from a member to my current position. I thus ordered drinks and light snacks to be served as refreshments at the finishing point. However, after several deliberations, it was settled that mineral water be provided. What no one expected was the amount of water. By right, only 60 bottles were needed...but due to some miscommunication, this was the result...

What you are looking at is the scene from my frontyard...wait a minute...we asked for 60 bottles, not a supply to feed the whole of Singapore...

Alright, transportation of these by 3 small sized individuals (Alan, Sherry & me) from the underground loading bay of Conrad Centennial Singapore to my house was a disaster...now check out how these boxes were transported to the starting point on Saturday

That's Sherry and Desmond at the bottom trying to collect the boxes before they hit ground...talk about setting up your own production line...

The town crier reads the proclamation, "Hear ye, hear ye good citizens....Friends, Romans, Countrymen...lend me your ears....I come to share with you this event not promote it....

By the way, what's Alan doing at the side? Hmm...

We are family...all your brothers, sisters and ME!

Alex wrecking his brain to find the matching card...this is my station...where I...the evil croupier challenges poor innocent victims to a game of Casino de Chinois....

Despite the stifling heat...this team is still all smiles... =)

The Finishing point....a sigh of relief crossed me, no doubt I'm not a participant, but I certainly felt good to have seen through this project without losing my cool. Eventually, I learnt that it is better to just let little things go. For he who is at peace with himself will also be at peace with the world. You know, that's how some high flyers end up hospitalized, when you think to much and refuse to let go...

;)

Back!

2007-06-11T08:44:00.000-07:00

Well....once again bloggin....back from a short retreat to KL with the family....this post will be mainly pictures....

Below are those taken from my grandparents newest condominium....Northpoint, just next to the biggest shopping bonanza in KL ---> Mid Valley Megamall

This is my own bedroom....a home away from home indeed....quite reminiscent of Hyatt Hotel King Park Room in Ho Chi Minh City....for convenience of our old folks....we bought the show flat....so everything is pretty much in it...

This is the view from the living room window....stupid construction....urban disgrace...

The Living Room!

The rest of the shots are from Kuala Lumpur International Airport (KLIA)

Do you know that the ranking now stands as such:

1) Narita International

2) Hong Kong International Airport

3) Kuala Lumpur International Airport

4) Changi International Airport

Came across this rather queer looking clock

Celeb April

2007-04-24T09:39:00.000-07:00

Its been an exhilirating month for me, after all the bumming around and living off my parents for a month, I've decided to do something useful. There was a time when I didn't understand what I was doing. My friends were all awaiting university admissions, chasing after their dreams, joining the workforce...while I was just lazing around watching the day go by....I felt really disgusted.

Anyhow, April was THE month, up close & personal with the rich and famous

Check out whose on the list:

Dancing Diva: Jolin Tsai

Comical Keith Floyd

With Minister - of - State for Finance & Transport, Mrs. Lim Hwee Hua

Dialogue session with Minister Mentor Lee Kuan Yew

Kevin Brauch...he's the man...The Thirsty Traveler staying thirsty alwayz!

Well, got a lot more pictures on hand to be posted real soon.

Just an update, am currently pursuing a Certificate in Dealing Casino Games. Not so much to work in the Casino. But as a believer in continuous education, it doesn't harm having a few more pieces of "paper" in your portfolio...Hahaha....

Doing a certificate course is alot different from a diploma. Not just the length of time, but also the curriculum. As a diploma student you might be able to pick up things faster especially in areas you have dwelled into and there's also more emphasis on practical. Never a dull moment in the casino, with high end games like Baccarat, Roulette & Black Jack, accompanied by:

Caribbean Stud Poker

Tai Sai

Casino War

Pai Gow Tiles

AND MUCH MORE!!!

Would be completing the Croupier Foundation Course by the end of the week and THIRSTY for more...

This is just a preview, will update probably by end of the week before I head up to Melaka and KL for a short retreat.

Cheers!

Project X - - - P31

2007-03-22T07:47:00.000-07:00

Sounds like an undercover secret agent mission for the United States government? It sure is not.

_________________________________________________________________

Spent the whole day in school today. To help the Business Studies Club to do some purchasing for their upcoming Student Leader camp in April.

Before that, I thought I go take a look at the secret project called P31...here's what it is all about, so it is not really that secret....

Its the new Food & Beverage Complex which is still under construction. I had a hard time finding my way there....(which probably is the reason why so much has been kept under wraps). This complex is to cater for the Diploma in Culinary & Catering Management students and for the rest of the division to hone their skills in Food & Beverage.

With the new restaurant TableTop, boasting 2 state - of - the - art Asian & Western kitchen, it is set to serve up a mean whip of fusion food, where East meets West. There's the deli called Sugarloaf with plasma telivision and all, a training kitchen with 16 stoves, 2 private dining room called Salt & Pepper...Haha...so cute...the chef demonstration room with the LCD screen telivisions overhead and the wine lab with personal sinks were awe strucking to me....I wonder how much is going into all these.

Well, looks like that would be the new haunt for many events TP will need to play host to....

To all Service Ambassadors: Its time for us to get the ball rolling again....WORKING TIME!!! Hee ha...everybody scream..."ARE YOU READY FOR THE PARTY???"

Will be headed up to Ipoh tomorrow to pay respects to my late paternal grandparents and catch up with some of my cousins...till then....

Reflect, Relax, Rejuvenate, Rejoice

2007-03-17T08:37:00.000-07:00

The 4Rs of a spa. Sounds familiar? Anyhow, that has been exactly what I've been trying to do the past week...and well, it seems pretty successful...so far...

Reflect:

Attended the trial of a friend and mentor at the Subordinate Courts yesterday. For those who have not been to court and would like to experience all the drama, trust me, its not as fun as the way it may be pictured on telivision.

I went to the new Ikea Restaurant & Cafe at Tampines for lunch, the place was swarming with kids, and I just can't stand those uncouth and unpresumptious people who cannot be bothered to clear their plates after eating. Like after all, that's the precise reason why your meal is so economical, as the Ikea managment said, "less work to clear, more time to serve you and prepare your food." Yet some of these people couldn't be bothered, wait till they end up as cleaners will they then truly understand how hard things can become....Ignorant fools...

There are also these people who cannot wait for people in front to place their trays on the belt and settle payment, but they are already pushing their trays to the front and inconveniencing others. Simply no consideration. At the end of the day, if you are seeking sometime for some peace and quiet to enjoy Ikea...don't go on school holidays & weekends. It is not only a mad race to fight for seats, but also a spoiler with those few wretched uncivilised "beasts." Apart from that, try their SWEDISH MEATBALLS, a combination of Beef + Pork accompanied with cranberry dippings, it is good....oh and the Chocolate & Almond cake for dessert. As for main course, I would recommend the daily special: Fish & Chips in chives sauce.

That was the spoiler of the day...and getting back to the court case, I arrived exactly on the dot and without a doubt, the courtroom was full. There were only 2 rows for audiences anyway. So a whole mob of us gathered outside, you know, it is just so heartwarming to see so many familiar faces (people who I have not seen for quite a while) gather together in support of a former friend who had been wrongly accused.

All too soon, the verdict was passed and from the looks of the faces exiting the chamber, it certainly did not spell good news....After which was an escape from the Paparazzi which even block our car....my goodness....(speaking of which, they were camping there since 7.30am in the morning.)

Further details of this incident are so sensitive I don't think I can write anymore than I already have.

Relax & Rejuvenate:

Attended a retreat at the National Service Resort & Country Club (NSRCC) last week. It was really a getaway from the hustle and bustle of the city. Imagine...waking up to the silence and the cool morning air...no thoughts of work...and certainly away from my best friend (my ASUS notebook PC).

I really enjoyed it, taking the time to do some leisure stuff like my quiet time, swimming, cycling all the way to Changi beach....

I certainly felt refreshed and re - charged after that.

The next day spent some quality family time at the Singapore Botanical Gardens. My mother and sister headed off to do some photography as part of a course they were attending. While my father and I spent time brisk walking and talking about anything under the sun....from politics to overseas studies and food....

I actually feel glad to have time on my side and to take a step out of this rat race for a while. You will see many things from a different angle and things you never thought existed. Apart from all the people, there were tourists, dogs and even this man with a camera the size of a bazooka doing professional photography. What interest me was this group doing some Tai Chi with their Chinese fans...it looked as if they were practising, than again they may have been planted there by the Singapore Tourism Board.

Went for drama rehearsel on Tuesday, we'll be performing the MRT terrorist show at St Andrews Cathedral this Easter. Similar to the one we did at Newton Life Church before I left for Vietnam. I'm acting as this Singaporean yuppy who is a "banana" if you know what I mean...those bachelors who climb the corporate ladder but can't speak a word of Mandarin. It is an honor to use my God given talent to contribute to this project. It was so much fun the last round, I pray and I hope that all those involved and gel together without any difficulty and that we would be able to perform as a testimony for God and may this drama reach out to the lost and bring them to accept Jesus Christ as their personal Lord & Savior.

Met up with a friend at Clarke Quay for high tea on Wednesday. I discovered a whole new area of life at the Robertson Quay district with Chocolate Factory and 'Canale.' Its this pastry shop which makes great chocolate desserts ( I think the best in Singapore), under the leadership of Chef Justin Pang, the vice president of the newly formed Singapore Pastry Alliance. There was this dessert called the Merang, we couldn't really figure out how to consume it. What looked like cream turned out to be a lump of icing sugar which shattered when we tried to break off small bits of it. Then the cashier made a mistake of charging us the wrong bill. Only $10.75? I asked. When we consumed so many items....We could have been despicable and pay that amount instead of our $26, but its not right to cheat a business so we clarified everything and settled the bill.

Rejoice

It was kind of a shock receiving my final results. It was announced that it would be out on Thursday, 15th March 2007. However, it came on 14th March 2007, 5pm, just as I was lifting a magazine of the shelf at Times Bookshop in Plaza Singapura. Oh my gosh! When I read the following:

Exam Results for 0400382H

But it looked good -

Issues in H & T: B
SIP: Z

Result: GR

THIS WAS IT!!! I have graduated, and not only that, I could not believe my eyes that I received a distinction for my internship. What seemed like a dream had became reality, that Pass with Commendation. The little extra I had always prayed for.

I couldn't be happier that I phoned my family to tell them the good news.

Later that night, I was touched when I found out that my MP had been wondering where I was all this while and he was concerned if anything had happened to me. Its just so amazing that the political leaders would actually ask about a small fry such as myself.

Well, that's about it for now...and to everyone out there...try to take some time out of your busy schedule if time permits to just appreciate some of the little things in life you might not know existed.

Till then....signing off!

The Purpose Driven Life: Friendship

2007-03-07T07:00:00.000-08:00

To all readers of Primordialism Instrumentalism, I am officially back in Singapore after my working stint in Vietnam and a short retreat to Hong Kong.

Allow me to share with you all some of my thoughts which have been flashing through my mind the past few weeks. Upon graduation some 2 weeks back, I suddenly found myself lost, not knowing what step to take next and at the same time not being able to secure a permanent job.

I currently work for this company called Masterconsult Services as a research assistant. It is a tourism consultancy company which takes on ad - hoc projects for the Singapore Zoological Gardens, Night Safari, National Heritage Board and even overseas governments of China and Abu Dhabi. My reason for choosing this job is due to its flexibility in working hours which allows me to fit into my schedule any last appointments that I might need to attend to.

To top that off, I have been offered a job by Peter Knipp Holdings to assist in the World Gourmet Summit in April, that should pretty much tie me down for next month and after which I would need to consider a permanent part time job or start attending courses relevant to my future career.

Attended the Career Fair 2007 at SUNTEC Convention & Exhibition Center last week. It was a platform for me to catch up with some of my secondary and pre - U classmates, and it was good to see that they were all doing fine. From there, I discovered 4 options for my university education:

1) Singapore Management University

2) University of Nevada Las Vegas, BSc (Hotel Administration & MICE)

3) 2 year SIM cum IMHI at Switzerland, BA (International Hotel & Tourism Management)

4) 1 year Les Roche Hotel School in Switzerland

Apart from educational qualifications, these are the professional trainings I wish to receive:

1) Skills Certificate in Wine for Trade Professionals (6 months)

2) Professional Certificate in Golfing (2 months)

3) Certificate in Casino Management (5 months)

4) Professional Convention & Exhibition management training (unknown)

That is alot of research to be done, anyhow, you got to go all out for the best of your career.

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Now on to the second portion of this entry, which are my thoughts after graduation.

It seems a relieve to reap the fruits of your labor after 3 years of sleepless nights and gruelling hours in front of the PC. The "unofficial graduation" or to put it in layman terms, the last day of school. Everyone has been looking forward to the day when we close the final chapter of our research thesis with the interview.

"Alright that's all I have for you. Thank you. Good bye." Sounds familiar? The statement from our lecturers which pronounces our freedom! Happiness for all??? Well I'm not sure, most definitely not in its totality for me.

The last few weekly Thurday lectures saw an unusual sight. The lecture theatres were packed to the brim to the extent you would not be able to get a seat if you did not come early. This was the first for the Hospitality & Tourism division. Lectures have always been an avenue for students to obtain additional time to do their tutorials, project research, eat, and even escaping from school early to work or engage themself in retail therapy at Tampines Central.

However, we all knew our days together were numbered and everyone did their best to catch up with 1 another. I recall having a conversation on post - poly life with my friend Alan on the North East Line after an outing. He said something which really left me pondering, "You can't keep in contact with everyone, you have to think very carefully which are the friends you want to keep in contact with."

This is very true for all of us, when you graduate, there will be only a few individuals who will keep in contact with you and become your life long friends. For some of us, polytechnic may be the 3 most formative years of our life. To be honest, from secondary school, I only have 2 friends left who truly keep in touch with me.

The other issue is on "appreciation." Has any of you actually sat down to ponder who your true friends really are? Who you can actually count on when you are in trouble? Who are those that will stay with you until the very end?

There are 3 categories of friends: casual, close and best. Have you ever wondered where you rank on your friends' list? Would any of them actually describe you as "righteous?" I've been through alot this past year, and I've come to learn not to be too intimate with anyone, love is blind and you really might find all your efforts going down the drain. This is going to make you feel rotten, dejected and many a times lose your purpose in life.

Here's a personal account, there was a friend who I came to know better a year ago, we grew closer due to the need to work together. As time went by, we started going out together, drinking, partying and just letting our hair loose. I started developing feelings for her, thinking that we clicked very well and this would be the girl of my dreams. There were even incidents when we became very intimate with each other. Aware of her family problems and financial difficulties, I promised to help her out academically and financially. However, she suddenly became very cold towards me, not replying my SMSes and just not being in contact. That time I felt very lost and confused. Could it been have something I said or did in our last outing? Surely not. The next time I saw her, she seemed very cheerful and jovial, I thought that everything was back to normal, but I was wrong. The way she treated me was different, occasionally she would just tell me off in front of others and even blame me when the job welfare was not good. I however, bottled all the pain inside me. I could not understand why someone who I gave so much for was responding in such a way.

Knowing that there were some materialistic items that she yearned for, I got hold of them on a trip to Hong Kong and gave it to her, however, with the exception of a single word "thanks" there wasn't anything more to it. I even got yelled at the next day when we worked together for a private function. Its just so hurting, when I tried to comfort her on 1 occasion when she broke down, she pushed me aside. That were nights I soiled my pillow with tears, wallowing in self pity, but all these was useless. I would need to face up to the fact and confess to her my true feelings.

I brought her and her bestfriend out for dinner and a movie since their birthdays coincided along the same month and week. However, she spent time talking to her best friend throughout the outing and treated me as if I did not even exist. She simply took all that I had done for her for granted!
When I tried to clarify some issues with her the next day, she said something which really hurt "if you feel that way, don't talk to me, I do not lose anything." Can you imagine? After you have done so much for a person they say something like that to you?

And so it continued, whenever she needed help in her studies or something else, she knew who to call. I became her panic button, and when things went well, she would just chuck me aside. Once her relative was very ill and she needed to borrow some money to finance the medical bills. In total, she borrowed about $2,000 from 4 people. At my best, I managed to lend her $200, while at the same time introducing her to some good paying jobs to help her out. She said that she would repay the money in 4 months time. However, when the time came, she said she needed more time. By then, I had already left for Vietnam for an industrial attachment. She talked about coming to see me off at the airport, but she never showed up. When I was about to enter the departure gate, I called her to find out that she had already started work and was not able to come. Not a problem with that, but she could have at least informed me that she could not make it.

When I returned and after graduation, I decided to check on the progress of the debt repayment. Late one night, I called her to ask about her financial situation, she wanted to know the reason why? I then explained to her about the $200 she owed me and CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW SHE RESPONDED???

MY GOODNESS! NO FRIEND WOULD EVER SAY SUCH A THING ESPECIALLY AFTER SOMEONE HAS LENT THEM $$$ TO HELP TIE OVER DARK TIMES.

This is what she replied, "I thought I have paid you back the money already."

This was a test which she failed and proved to me the kind of friendship and relationship which existed between the both of us. All the while she has been taking advantage and making use of me, betraying my trust and bad mouthing me behind my back. In front of me, she would say things like how much she appreciated my efforts in her heart but could not show it, and then say a few thanks and send SMSes with smileys. As if that was going to move my heart...

Such individuals are a first for me, and no word in the English Language can ever be used to describe them.

However, I will not stoop to her level to get back at her for what she has done. Why should I? It will just be a waste of my time, money and effort and in the end look like an uncouth, unruly, ungracious, unpresumptious, deplorable and excricable person.

I got back my money in the end. From that day forth, I have never spoken to her a single word, nor contacting her for any jobs, nor will I lend a helping hand should she need it.

I read an article the other day about the 'joys of singlehood.' Not having a partner would give you more time to hang out with your buddies for all those late nights at Clarke Quay, extra $$$ on hand, and of course no need to account to anyone except your parents.

I am sure those of you who have been involved in a broken relationship will be able to identify with me. For those who have had a happy relationship, God bless you always! =)

Well, as we call it a day, take some time when you're alone on the bus, MRT or even in the restroom, truly analysing these 2 inter - related topics of friendship & appreciation. You might discover many new insights which you have overlooked.

Feel free to post any comments to further discuss these issues, or give me a buzz if you're feeling the same way, down and out. I've gone through it once and would be more than willing to lend a listening ear to your problems.

Thank you and good night.

The mighty Mekong

2007-01-14T06:36:00.000-08:00

Well well well, its been a really long time since we've met...

Finally managed to squeeze some time for blogging.

Anyhow, got another 11 days in counting down to the end of our SIPs and return to "my island home, home of my family, my home wherever I may be, I believe...you will always be a part of me..."

HOW PATRIOTIC? Yeah right!

Let me now share with you my experience on a visit to the much talked about Mekong Delta.

3 provinces from Ho Chi Minh City, a land which engages in production of rice paper, honey, coconut candy and fishing.

I discovered a new fact. Rice Wine + Honey is good for ladies complexion. For the men...hahaha...it makes you excited till you want to go home and make natural TV (baby production) Hahahaha

Well I'll let the pictures do the talking now...

Rice paper factory: The deep fried ones are good...hope no one eats the one that I was wearing...

Fresh fish from the Mekong River as a lunch special

JACK! I'm flying...

"I see a baby bumble bee..."

Well, that's about all for this post.

See ya soon...

Mui Ne Mui Ne...Phan Thiet

2006-12-23T07:18:00.000-08:00

Phew...Its sure good to get a load off your feet with the major reports and proposals done...Year's coming to a close and its Christmas Eve tomorrow....But for me, I won't be celebrating Christmas as I got to WORK! Sometimes, these are the sacrifices we need to make in being part of this multi - faceted and dynamic industry set to employ 240 million people by 2008. This industry called --- Hospitality & Tourism. The name says it all, people come on tour, generate tourism revenue and we give up our holidays to shower on them our love and local hospitality. Aww...how sweet...but to put all that aside, I shall update you all with some photos of my trip with the F & B department to Mui Ne beach at Phan Thiet city.

READY?

Here goes...

The staff looking happy and all set to go. *By the way, we left the resort at 10pm that night.

One of our staff...Esther who was saboed to sing and dance

"By the blazing council firelight...we have met in comradeship tonight." Our mini campfire that lighted up the beach as we arrived at 2am in the morning.

A hearty meal of sweet potato and soft shell crab

Dawn breaks as the lazy ocean hugs the shore

"The Good, The Bad and The Crazy"

The Sand Dunes

For we are one BIG family...

"Sleigh ride" down the sand mountain...I'm dreaming of a yellow Christmas...just like the ones I use to know...where the sand is yellow and adults laughing to see...sleigh rides in the sand...

Nice one...

The staff enjoying themself

Forfeit...forfeit...

Well, overall I think everyone enjoyed themselves though we hardly slept an inch as we were discoing on the bus and saboing each other to do stupid things. I didn't really participate in the games though as I was so tired I plonked myself down in a beach chair and made the journey to dreamland....

Anyhows, apologies for the long break from updating.

Merdekayp.blogspot.com wishes all its viewers a blessed Christmas & prosperous New Year. Have a yuletide season and Deck the Halls with bells of folly fa la la la la la la la la...

I wanna wish you a Merry Christmas from the bottom of my heart...Feliz Navidad!

And a Partrige in a Pear Tree....

FHA? Sorry? No no...its FHV - Food & Hotel Vietnam

2006-10-09T07:17:00.000-07:00

Hi all,

Miss you all in Singapore.

Anyhows, don't know how many of you remember Food & Hotel Asia 2006 in Singapore from 25th April - 28th April.

Well, when I was shown to my office, the first thing I did was to glance through all the notices on the board next to me. One thing caught my eye, the famous red apple signifying a Food & Hotel exhibition. Yes! Its here too! The Food & Hotel Vietnam 2006, the 3rd Food, Drinks, Hotel, Equipment and Bakery exhibition held at the Ho Chi Minh International Exhibition & Convention Center (Phew! That was a mouth full...just call it HIECC for short)

Don't be like me and expect too much.... cause here's how it looks like:

Yup, and I was expecting a mixed of Suntec City and EXPO...well guess I thought too much.

Did not manage to take any pictures inside, however, it is 12 times smaller than FHA. You can literally cover the whole exhibition in 1 hour. Nonetheless, there were the free samples of food which I helped myself to.

"FHV2006: Silver Medalist"

Part II: Life@Work

With my F & B Operations Manager, Mr. Albert

With Chef de Partie of Asian cuisine, David Truong

Preparing Seafood Gumbo

Preparing the onion base for the succulent Black Pepper Steak

Ok, this was the Birthday of 1 of our restaurant captains, Jessie. She is seen here trying to gorge me with a chocolate cream flower.

Well, got alot more photos coming soon. Stay tune for the next post on some of the gastronomical delights we serve here at Song Be Golf Resort, and more on life in the F & B department. Cheers!

The Socialist Republic of Vietnam - Independence, Freedom, Happiness

2006-10-07T08:37:00.000-07:00

Well, finally I have some time to do some blogging.

Here to share with you all the life in Vietnam. Not in the resort of course, but when we're actually on the streets.

Vietnam. Its alot like Singapore in the 1980s. A developing country, slowly moving with the tide of technology. Systems yet to be put into place, and people waiting to realize their dreams.

Where I am now? Ho Chi Minh City. More well known for its other name - Saigon. Given by the French during the colonial times. When the Vietnam was divided into the North & South, Ho Chi Minh City became the capital for the south, while Hanoi for the North.

The most memorable scene in Vietnamese History, etched in every locals' mind is 30th April. Known as the Liberation Day when the communist tank tore down the palace gates, signifying communist victory in Vietnam. Unfortunately, when Ho Chi Minh stepped up as President, he resided in Hanoi. The residents of Saigon who adore him so dearly, renamed the city as Ho Chi Minh City to have President Ho closer to their hearts.

Today, this land of lush greenery and tranquil waters is known as the Socialist Republic of Vietnam. A symbol of Independence, Freedom and Happiness

The statue of a Vietnamese war hero. This monument stands in one of the many round - abouts at Ho Chi Minh City

"Hi! I'm in front of the Notre Dame Cathedral." (I'm not in Paris, but this one in Ho Chi Minh City is a good replica. Look how short I am compared to Mother Mary." Hahaha)

Introducing Ho Chi Minh. Vietnam's National War Hero. More affectionately known as Uncle Ho.

This is the National Post Office where you can purchase stamps or postcards as souveniers. Those people behind the glass are in phone booths. Making phone calls. So interesting yea.

In Singapore, we have the World Trade Center. Here, they have Saigon Trade Center. Here's how it looks. Well, didn't managed to get a picture of the real one. So here's one made of Lego I found at a shopping center.

To summarize, the communication here is amazing. Not infrastructure wise, but the traffic system. Also known as "Organized Chaos", Ho Chi Minh City has 8 million residents and 3 million motorcycles. It can be pretty scary when crossing the road cause you have swarms of motorcycles surrounding you. The sight is bad enough when you're in a van...much less to say on the road. There isn't any pedestrain crossings, so you either jay walk or get stuck at the other end of the road for 4 hours.

So next time you come to Vietnam, try crossing the road. It would be an experience you'll never forget. =)

C'est tout ce que Jaime!

2006-09-27T08:55:00.000-07:00

Well, finally, after 2 weeks, I am back to update all my guests with the many eventful happenings here in Vietnam.

Firstly, my apologies for lack of updates as I have been swarmed with so much work lately, preparing for the Vietnam Singapore Industrial Park (VSIP) 10th Year Anniversary celebration. For those of you who follow the news, you might have heard that our Prime Minister made a 2 day journey to Vietnam to call on his counterpart. Vietnamese Prime Minister, Nguyen Tan Dung. There they witness the signing of a pact which opened a 3rd phase for VSIP as well as the awarding of several licenses for new tenant companies.

Song Be Golf Resort was fortunate to have been chosen as the official caterer. We not only had to cater for 84 VVIPs, but another 1200 guests sitted under the tentage outside. The weather was stifling hot and the ground was wet and damp due to the showers the day before.

The VVIP auditorium all set to receive our distinguished guests

The VVIP reception area

The team of butlers for the VVIP service. The ladies are dressed in the traditional Vietnamese costume called the Ao Dai (Pronounced as Ao Yai)

With Ms. Margaret, my Director of Operations and fellow service staff.

"Aspiring Singaporean Ambassador to Vietnam" (Yah right!)

Overall, I left on a high note. Till this day, I know that I have made the right choice in coming to Song Be Golf Resort. For in just 2 weeks, I have had the opportunity of getting involved with 2 of Song Be's largest events. From a party of 200 golfers, to a catering of 1200 and more, of which the 2 Prime Ministers, Ambassadors and members of the diplomatic corp graced.

I feel that it was one of the greatest honor & privelege to have pulled the chair of our nation's leader and greeted him good morning, to which he responded similarly. It was an awe striking experience, the aura that he projects and his eloquence. Furthermore, I am elated to have met one of my role models in life.

On top of that, I think 1 of the ministers recognized me from the time I helped out in the election. He maintained eye contact and finally I nodded and smiled at him, to which he acknowledged.

Well, I am enjoying Vietnam and the local friends I have made and look forward to more enriching experiences.

Bye for now.

Tam bien (Good Bye in Vietnamese)

In a new land, new place

2006-09-14T09:41:00.000-07:00

Finally, after 2 days, I finally have access to the internet. It is rather slow as it uses Broadband.

Well, the good news is that Sylvie and I are adapting well to the environment. Guess it was a good choice coming to Vietnam for an educational trip last year.

Now that I we've got our net access, it makes life easier for us. In short, the resort has done its best to bring Singapore closer to us. From the treated water we get, Singapore style plugs, Singapore food and hundreds of maids to wait on us.

In fact, I do not regret one single bit coming to Vietnam. We receive expatriate treatment, which include:

- Having a personal room
- Complimentary use of the resort's facilities
- My own desk in the F & B office
- Choice of buffet, a la carte or set dinners for meal
- Laundry service for all our clothes
- Cable TV

Anyhow, here are some pictures which I have got about the resort

Golfer's Terrace, the alfresco dining restaurant

Palm Restaurant, the epitome of international cuisine in Ho Chi Minh City

Tantalizing desserts prepared by our patissier

Seafood platter

My favorite fried prawns (One of our set dinner dishes)

Btw, I've one of my managers can finish a whole plate in a couple of minutes, so we learn to be fast at dinner time.

Much delicious seafood

Yep, those are some of the pictures I've got so far. I'm attached to the F & B department, with a new boss who is also my room mate. Its been pretty relaxed this week, but I believe the workload would pile up soon.

I was shown to my new office, together with the Executive Chef, F & B coordinator and F & B secretary.

Started the day with reading through F & B books and magazines for inspiration on the latest trends. Then went down to the Golfer's Terrace to observe the service staff and draft opinions on how things can be improved. Tomorrow, I would be going up to Palm Restaurant, the higher end option for guests.

Apart from that, I am enjoying my worklife and weekly visits to the nearest supermarket. We should be heading out to Ho Chi Minh City on Monday when we are off.

Alright then, will update again when time permits.

Chiaoz

Long awaited pictures

2006-09-09T09:27:00.000-07:00

Hmm alright...I've kept promising pictures but they never came...well finally here are some pictures to describe the different posts. In no particular order...

Mikasa, " Excite your senses event" by FBMA

Belinda enjoying the food

The Lavender cream biscuits which we all went Ga Ga about

Elated Jovi who won 6 Mikasa Kwarx glasses...Hmph! I'm so envious, especially when I did all the writing for the contest. Haha...but she deserved it anyway. = )

Aspiring F & B managers of Conrad Centennial Singapore!

Well, that's all for now. More pics coming your way real soon! Stay tune to merdekayp.blogspot.com for more.

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Ups & Downs, Professionalism, Ethics...The Boardroom

2006-09-06T23:28:00.000-07:00

The title may sound very Donald Trump The Apprentice like, but trust me, its nothing to do with that.

There is this saying, "What goes around, comes around." So how true exactly is that? I don't know how many of us believe in Karma, but in this world there is no such thing as permanent friends, only permanent interests.

Friendship

3 different types: Casual, Close, Best. Sadly, I've never experienced how it feels like having a best friend. Perhaps I'll never have one. Then again, it just hurts so much when a close friend backstabs you. To draw an illustration, its like having a dagger plunged into your back, the initial reaction is not the physical pain, but the emotional hurt.

Julius Caesar (100BC to 44BC), Leader of the Roman Empire, the ides of March passed in the blink of an eye so much so that he laid at the feet of his former nemesis Pompey, drenched in a pool of blood. Brutus and Cassius were initially Caesar's close friends and allies, however, feeling that Caesar was becoming too much of an autocratic, decided that the best way for the Republic to survive was the death of Caesar.

On a typical day in Rome, Julius Caesar left his house for the senate, oblivious to the plot crafted against him. Believing that this senate session would be one which he would be crowned as King of the Roman Empire. Despite many warnings by the soothsayer, a spirit and even his wife, Caesar made the trip down to the senate building.

While he was addressing the senate, the evil & wicked conspirators moved in, daggers drawn, poised and ready to deliver their "diplomatic" mission for the nation. One after the other, they plunge their daggers into Caesar's back, finally it was all up to Brutus to deliver the final blow.

"Et tu Brute?"

This was Caesar's final words. It meant "even you Brutus?"

There are many analogies as to how Caesar died. One of which has intrigued me. It states that Julius Caesar, a war hero, was a very strong man, who probably could survive all 33 stabs. However, it was the final stab, by Brutus, his so - called best friend. The betrayal he felt, was even more excruciating then the other 32 knife wounds, so hurt was he that he gave up his life to move on to another world.

Well, that was just a thought that ran through my mind. In the corporate world, you can't trust anybody. Your colleagues will always be colleagues, even if 1 or 2 of them become very friendly towards you. Sometimes, we just want to be nice, but one can be sure that your kindness would not only never be repaid, but it would be taken for granted, or worse, used against you.

Are you ready for the PARTY???

2006-08-30T19:58:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, 30th August 2006....marks the history of the 1st batch of HTM students final examinations. Yahoo! That's the last and final exam we've got in our entire polytechnic career.

Well, for many of my friends, that is the final exam of their life. But it would not be for me, its just the final exam in poly and the beginning of a new chapter of many more............EXAMS! Oh no! However, nothing comes without a price, and that's the price you have to pay for further studies. Looks like it'll probably be another 5 to 6 years of examinations for me...if I qualify for university.

The road to examinations came slightly easier as compared to previous semesters when we had to 5 papers, 2 per day and sometimes one at night. However, told myself that I had to do my best for the final lap. Been surviving on Passion Fruit Red & Green Bubble Tea the past few days, I discovered this new franchise called Sweetalk, guess the bubble tea trend would emerge in the coming months again.

Anyhow, I've got so much more to share but faced with time constraints I'll stop here for now.
Just so many things to do over the next few days: Medical & Dental check - ups, Yinsan's birthday party, HTMIG Masqued event, SA retreat at Siloso Beach Resort, FBMA meeting, Drama rehearsels and sending friends off at the airport.

Speaking off which, I too would be leaving Singapore on 12th September 2006. Excited? Hmm...not when my passport is not with me, air ticket unconfirmed, insurance not bought, vaccinations incomplete and I haven't even packed....I'm actually quite anxious, this would be the first time I live & work overseas..........for 5 months......but I reckon it would change my perspectives of the overseas economy and employability rates.....

Till next time......Adieus

Been there...done that...and thrived

2006-07-31T09:07:00.000-07:00

Right...good evening...and welcome to the Primordialism Instrumentalism.

If you're reading this, thank you for your loyal support all this months which I haven't blog.

Anyhow, just some updates on my life.

It feels kind of funny, with all the written reports submitted. But I'm still glad that my group can still hangout and talk nonsense together.

Today, we spent 1 and half hours waiting for the students deal at Pizza Hut. Sherry & Christabel left to do some shopping at Popular...and...erm...oh no! I can't remember where else...

Oh yes, the guys - Desmond x 2, Alan and myself did some rather riduculous stuff. Like looking at toys from Metro, cookware, knives and going to Best Denki...it felt as though we were going to move into a Bachelor's Pent and in desperate need of kitchen accessories.

Alright, then came the lunch, we bumped into Sylvie's group at Pizza Hut. Great to have them join us, it was a time of fun, laugher and joy at the table, no doubt the joke was on me, I think everyone had a good laugh. After all, that's the best medicine...right?

Well, have been busy with projects, SJCC wine & dine and Tabasco HotChef Challenge. On top of that, the FBMA Youth Club is launching soon, I'm so excited I can't wait for the day. Hopefully it happens before I leave for Vietnam.

So many developments are taking place in Singapore and I am kind of regretful that I can't stay on. However, the Overseas experience would certainly be a good exposure and an eye opener for me.

Last Friday, went the school to submit our final report for Destination Planning & Development, BHT3006. Then realized that Tat Ming stayed overnight in school and needed to go home to freshen up. A comical conversation ensued along the way to his house and soon, we were on the subway headed for City Hall.

I heard from Sherry that a very comical scene took place on the train, as usual, I was the clown.

Hmm...I wished I could have seen it from a 3rd person's view point.

Indeed I must say that it was a fulfilling afternoon of Karaoke luncheon and bowling. I learned one thing, that you must shake your body to gain the momentum before you shoot. Ok, talking nonsense again.

I didn't score that well, but it is certainly an improvement from the 1st time I bowled in 2002.

Then on Saturday, went to watch the spectacular and grandoise National Day Parade 2006. Its hard to describe everything in detail, I'll try to upload some photos to capture the essence of it.

Oh yes, my father and I squabbled towards the end, so he left first. In the end, I reached home before him and still had time to queue up for the famous Punggol Nasi Lemak and a quick shower. Also, he didn't bring his key, so my sister had to open the door for him.

Erm...ok, that's quite mean, but I think it was amusing.

Alright. That's all I have to say for now. Just so happy that everything is starting to go well, pray that I can start buckling down to do something productive. Oh...in case you didn't know...do the things below look familiar?

Subject Code Date Start End Venue SeatNo
Organisational Behaviour BBS1002 25 Aug 2006 09:30 11:30 Sports Hall 287

Business Calculus BLO1002 29 Aug 2006 09:30 11:30 BS26-04-48 19

Destination Planning & BHT3006 30 Aug 2006 09:30 11:30 BS26-05-02/03 59
Development

Hahahaha...its that time of the year again...This is the day, that I couldn't wait for, this is the day, that I live for...

Ok, I've got a screw loose due to lack of sleep...

Anyway, I better go now. Thank you for tuning in to Primordialism Instrumentalism. See ya soon! = )

I'm sitting here in a boring room, just another Saturday afternoon

2006-06-16T21:31:00.000-07:00

Well, I must say that my life has returned to the good old Saturdays which never came.
For the past 6 months, Saturdays have been immersed with "Bonjour", "Cava", "Blah Blah Blah" and "Au Revior, a la sermaine prochaine."

Catch no ball?

Hmm...I was referring to the French tutorials I 've been taking at Alliance Francais De Singapour. Anyhow, they were in the afternoon from 2.30pm to 5.30pm, and then I was moved to the 9am to 12pm class. Dread it! Lack of sleep and no late nights on Friday...

For now, Saturdays have been a time for me to sleep in, get up around 8am or 9am and catch up with work or vegetate in my room just reading a book.

So kind of appreciating Saturdays as quality time with my family and staying at home.

Last Saturday, Faith & I worked for a family dinner at Chef Michelangelo's house. I have to say that Chef Angelo is one of the best bosses I have worked under. His family members are so gracious and they even regarded the 2 of us as guests.
Imagine, getting paid to attend a family dinner party. I must admit that we didn't really feel like staff but more of helpers at the dinner. The Tiramisu was mouth watering with its strong hint of coffee liquer and the various types of Indian food with its waffling scent of various herbs and spices.

Spent the week attending briefings, an F & B supervision workshop, SA EXCO meeting and eating at the newly opened food court - Koufu. The plan to revamp Sentosa has been going well so far, the mini complex with the food court, 7 - Eleven and souvenier shop really bring convenience to beach goers.

I can't wait to see the revitalization of our very own resort island, I hope that once Vivo City, Sentosa Express and the whole island has been re - developed, it'll be an exciting and innovative experience for both locals and international visitors.

Anyway, I'm starting to count my blessings for the people around me, my family, relatives, friends, lecturers and everyone else who I come into personal contact with.
I used to take things for granted and questioned when I felt unappreciated by others. However, I told myself, maybe I need to start the day with a smile and to look at what others have done for me. That way, you'll feel alot better.

Ok. Got an exhilirating evening of World Cup 2006 - Brazil vs Australia at Tian's place tomorrow night.

Alright, busy days, weeks and months ahead of us.

Good bye & Good luck!

Perception

2006-06-05T20:35:00.000-07:00

Perception is the process by which individuals select, organize and intepret their sensory impressions in order to give meaning to their environment in order to give meaning to their environment.

It is the unique intepretation of the situation, not an exact recording of it.

What one perceives can be substantially different from objective reality. This is why individuals may look at the same thing, yet perceive it differently.

"How we perceive people affects how we treat them. Conversely, how we perceive people affects how others treat us."

The above statement gave strong reasonance to the way I am feeling. Perhaps it was God's way of answering the burning questions which raged through my head:

"Why are people unappreciative of the things you do for them?"

"Why do people treat others for granted?"

"Why can't I be born as a more better looking, more eloquent, intelligent and richer individual?"

I went to church on Sunday hoping to find an answer to my problems through the sermons, but to no avail. Then while pondering yesterday, I realized that my behaviour could be based on my perception of what reality is, and not reality itself.

Perhaps I should change my perception and count my blessings. In fact, the only need I lack now is self actualization and maybe the need for affiliation.

From this day forth, I shall start changing my perspective on life, to be a better person. I have to admit that I have treated some friends rather badly and taking them for granted for the consolation, comfort and strength they have provided me, however, they never admonished nor chastised me but continued to be there for me.

Thus, I should be the same, sincere and true with the people around me. Contributing to a better world.

Change has to start within, WITH ME!

*"To those who have had the patience to read this far, thank you for attending this integrated lecture on perception and introduction to motivation.
Don't forget your OB Mid - Sem test is tomorrow, 3pm to 4pm. It would consist of 10 MCQs, 2 case studies and a total of 30 marks. It is worth 15% of your coursework.
With that, all the best to everyone in whatever subjects you may be sitting for, OB, Calculus, Law, Food Hygiene and so on.

Au Revior. Enchante

I sought the Lord, He heard me & delivered me from my fears

2006-05-28T06:27:00.000-07:00

Since Wednesday, I have had this feeling of loneliness, fatigue and invulnerability in me. I feared the worse - of sinking into melancholy and despondency, perhaps even loosing my varocious appetite and thoughts of suicide.

Then came Thursday, birthday treat for Ailing and Jovi. A wholesome dinner at the Manhattan's Fish Market followed by the movie - XMen: The Last Stand. This was when all the complications and mixed feelings inside me began, resulting in a whole misunderstanding on Friday.

Oh yes, Friday was CCN Day, this is the first time I bothered to look around, but I was not in the mood to enjoy the food, games and merchandise galore, was to pre - occupied with my thoughts. Then there was the SA interview which we sift out the cream of the crop.

Towards the end, where everyone was relaxing, I shared some of my thoughts to a friend and caused a big misunderstanding, in the end, under tremendous stress, hurt and pain, I broke down.

However, my thanks, appreciation and gratitude to the following people:

Tian - Thanks your advice and listening to my problems

Li Ping - Thank you for sharing your testimony and your ever - encouraging personality

Alex - Thanks for your patience in hearing me out

That night, I bought some food for a lonely dinner at home and some time for reflection.

I prayed and cried out to God in spiritual songs, His love and mercies so strong, it transcended through me, bringing me to my knees. Finally, I decided that I was going to come clean with everything.

I hesitated a little, but after lunch I mustered up the courage for a heart - to heart talk with Jovi. Confessing my feelings for her, which was the cause of my unpleasant attitude I projected to her all this while.

I thank you for taking the time off to listen to me rattling off. All this while, I never understood you. I thought you were being cold towards me, that you were taking me for granted and using me. Never did I know that probably, it was just the way I carried myself.
Now I understand, I am also glad that we handled this issue like mature adults. I respect your decision. Perhaps we are really not meant for each other.

Whatever it is, I hope that our friendship would continue to blossom and you will be my Vice President and confidante. That's all I ask.

I can't believe it. Although we are not together, I have the same happiness as though I've been accepted, I guess its just your maturity and street smart personality that overwhelms me. Anyway, I came clear with a big dark secret and I feel free as a dove.

Last night, went for dinner and window shopping with Mr. Neo and helped look after his kids. I really wished I could live such an innocent and carefree life like them.

Well got to go now, till next time.

Loneliness, sickness, depression

2006-05-24T08:00:00.000-07:00

Well, the usual updates about life again.

Spent a lonely evening last Wednesday watching Poseidon at Tampines Mall, after having a minor dispute with a friend and in the process ruining someone's birthday night - out.
Anyhow, I am just glad that the whole thing has been resolved. (The parties involved, let's not mention anything)

Then Singapore Junior Chef Club committee meeting on Friday, and after which a delicious supper of carrot cake, oyster omelette and beer at Tiong Bahru Market...hmm...rather sinful.

I fell terribly ill on Sunday. Came down with what the doctor called Basil (something) virus. Its a combination of fever, vomitting, diarrhoea and rashes. Due to the throwing up and loose stools, my body lost alot of minerals, so much so that I fainted upon entering the doctor's office.
Sunday night was a nightmare, not only was I unable to sleep, I had to attend to some midnight phone calls and SMSes, plus worry about the mocktail competition on Monday.

I felt so frail that I almost did not wish to go down to Wisma Atria for the competition, however, I could not abandon Belinda and lugged myself down in a taxi.

No doubt it was difficult to sell our drink, it was an eye opener and definitely lots of fun running around and getting caught on camera. Oh...and we were all featured on the evening news across 3 channels. However, I still don't understand how our brand new Kenwood Blender could stall during the competition.

Yesterday, something very stupid happen to a friend and I, we were on our way home from Tampines Central on 81, but lo & behold, the bus went back into the interchange, we were waiting at the wrong side all this while. ALAN! How could you forget to tell us? Hahaa. But it was a big joke of the day.

All in all, so many things are going on this month, especially Birthday Celebrations!!! Well let me wish all the May babies a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Their names are provided below for your info:

1. Chantel
2. Ailing
3. Nick
4. Alan
5. Gayna
6. Jen Peng
7. Jovi

Anyone else? Let me know if I missed your name out.

A midst all the festivities I just feel so lonely, afraid and depressed, further details are so sensitive I don't think I can write it down here.

Well, that's about all for now. Till next time...

Mundane...

2006-05-13T20:11:00.000-07:00

Its been a long time since I last updated. Have been swarmed with alot of work. I just wonder whether I can hit my academic goals this semester.

Anyway, things have been going rather well I guess. Was given the wonderful opportunity of attending the World Gourmet Summit and going to Food & Hotel Asia. Not just as a guest but to dine and critique the Dream Team of Sheraton Towers. 'Fine foods, Great Wines, Unique Dining'

I'm just very grateful for these priveleges and promise to take responsiblity for the continued progress of the Service Ambassadors.

On more serious note, I think I would need to start exercising after attending so many Food & Beverage events. Haha...You know what I mean.

Apart from all that, worked as an admin staff and polling agent for the elections, another learning experience for me as I look forward to entering politics as a career in the distant future.

On academics now. Formed my project team with Sherry, Christabel, Alan, Jodin (for OB) and the 2 Desmonds (aka You Tiao) Haha. Sorry just had to say that. I hope that we would make a great team, with everyone contributing their God - given talent, vibrance and dynamic personality.

Good news: The Food & Beverage Managers' Association (FBMA) is looking to setting up the youth wing. Will be gearing up for elections, its going to be a heated contest with strong opponents such as SHATEC, Culinary Institute@Sunrice and ITE. On the positive note, the formation of this new wing would open up whole avenues to wonderful learning journeys and scholarships. Look forward to it!

Well, got to go now, will share some wonderful photos in my next entry.

Till then...Au Revoir

Walking the lonely road

2006-03-11T22:56:00.000-08:00

Alright, just got my examination results on Friday. Wasn't very good this semester. The only thing I can speak of is my MICE (Meetings, Incentives, Conventions & Exhibitions) grade - Z a.k.a Distinction
Well, I amjust glad that I did not fail any subject.
However, I still worry for my GPA which would have an effect on my university admission.

Attended my school's Aquatholon on Friday, its actully a cooperative with St Joseph's Institution, then went for a refreshing swim in the Shaw Pool at ACS (Barker Road) and attended the launch dinner of the School's Family Center. Sat next to the VIP table, enjoyed it!

Got a busy week ahead of me. Tomorrow there's flambe, gueridon and sauce design training at the Tourism Academy, the post World Youth Conference and TPJC event, worship rehearsels and Service with Style, on Wednesday.

I just hope I don't burnout before everything is over.

Le Musee d'Louvre

2006-03-04T05:18:00.000-08:00

Its been exactly one week after the examinations. A great relief to know that the nightmare of 5 papers (1 at night) is finally over. After the fourth exam, I could hardly think.

Right now, I am kind of chair - ridden, as in, I can barely walk.

This is due to standing for 8 hours straight during the Singapore Tourism Board Star Awards at The Esplanade, 2 days ago.
Not to mention I had a hard time getting a cab and arrived home at 12.30am, with a reporting time of 7am the next day. I made it to work though, but I could hardly stay awake.

I just cannot understand why a successful company who owns 19 F & B outlets in Singapore would only pay their staff $5.50 per hour. If I had the chance to speak to its senior management I would tell them this, "The market rate for a trained hospitality student is at least $6 or $7 per hour, you do understand the difficulties of sourcing for part time staff with that level of pay do you?"
Furthermore, is their disorganized way of handling a briefing day. In fact, you should not let part - timers sit around for 1 hour doing nothing, and then ask them to push racks of wine glasses half way round the Theatre by the Bay. Thank goodness I had my fill from the Founder's Day Celebration.
On top of that I received a compliment from a guest saying, "Chef, you're the best." I don't think I deserve or will ever earn that title, but anyhows.
No doubt all the downs from the event, it felt like our own HTM reunion, seeing so many familiar faces (Mr Yeo Li Pheow, Mr Philip Lim, Chef Eric Teo, Ms Bernadette Toh, Sess, Gauthaman, Anwar, Karen and so many more)

Anyway, my stomach has been acting up too, and I still pig alot, the MOE Health Screening Day told me that my BMI has hit 23. Not from up to down, but from side to side, you know what I mean.

Yesterday, I spent an aimless day not knowing what to do or where to go.
Fell asleep on an old lady when I was on the MRT, then took a long daunting journey by bus to Katong Village. On the way, I passed by many familiar landmarks which I had visited years ago.
Had a lonely dinner at Waraku Japanese Restaurant (Jovi's workplace). Where I had to deliver the ultimatum for the "Service with Style" event. Then went home to watch American Idol and the News. After which I "crashed" on my bed.
The only uplift yesterday was the Sex Education workshop cum drama put up by Cornerstone Community Church, where I met Jodin and Julianne. Great show guys, keep it up!

Today, I met Ben (one of my closer Secondary School friends & now my partner in education).
It was a very interesting Saturday spent. Visiting the Singapore Art and Philatelic Museum.
Very rarely do you have time to slow down and appreciate the architecture and fine arts painstakingly put together by the passionate artists.
The portraits and sculptures depicted stories of Southeast Asia's struggle through Colonialism and the fight towards Nationalism. Then there was the crucifixion of Jesus Christ painted in realism and cubism form.

Realism basically refers to paintings which are drawn to illustrate real life, while cubism is done through the use of many different colors splattered all over. At a glance, you would just see it as a blob of paint, but if you looked closer, you would see that it actually shows a picture.

I just wished that every Saturday could be this slow moving, or like the Saturday a few weeks back, when I received an 'A' for one of my coursework subjects and got 3 job contacts from the top chefs of Singapore.

Speaking of grades, I am eager and anxious to know my examination results on 10th March. That day, every SMS would send tingles down our spines.
Then again, I trust in God, and leave it to him. If it is His will that I achieve a certain form of grades, so be it, not my will but His be accomplished.

All the best everyone! Will blog again (If I have time)

Following up

2006-02-27T21:07:00.000-08:00

Ok, I must admit, I haven't blogged for a long time.

Just a follow up on my last entry, I visited Hong Kong Disneyland the next day. Upon entry, you are transported to a whole new world. As it says on the front gates:

"Here you leave the world of today,
And enter a world of yesterday, tomorrow and fantasy."

Indeed, this famous quote by Walt Disney has touched and inspired many young minds. Although, I must say that Hong Kong Disneyland isn't as big as the one in Florida. But, the good news is, you're able to explore it all in a day's work.
We had a "fun" time queuing for rides, arguing with other guests, cruising down the treacherous river on a bumboat

What's best of all was the "food", surely, no Singaporean live without it. I had Ebi Tempura Bento and a German Sausage set. Spend about S$50 on it, but vomitted everything out at dinner. I haven't pigged that much in my life.

Life in Hong Kong was fun, why?

- Endless flow of food from the breakfast buffet, my favorite Ham & Mushroom omelette...
- Late night shopping till 1am
- The Club Floor
- Lady's Street (Its actually a flea market)
- The temperate climate (A relief from the tropical weather of Southeast Asia)

Anyway, I returned to Singapore with blocked ears, due to the improper de - pressurizing of the aircraft, as well as diarrhoea, which till now I have no clue to what the source is.

But I will miss that cosmopolitan city by the bay, throbbing with energy and bustling with vibrance.

2007 - Hong Kong Kowloon here I come!

An Incentive Trip

2006-01-27T07:18:00.000-08:00

Phew...guess what? Its the 27th January 2005, 2319hrs, and we've completed all our projects for this semester. From Lodging, to MICE, to Facilities Management and finally F & B Ops & Mgt.
Was a very rush day yesterday, from school to home. Although I completed my part, I still feel bad that I could not stay on with my group to finish compiling & editing the project.
Caught the 5pm flight to Hong Kong with my family. As the tradition goes, my family & relatives are indeed global citizens, with each coming from a different country, we have a common practise of celebrating Chinese New Year in different countries every year. Melaka, Kuala Lumpur, China, Singapore and now....Hong Kong.
Had my first brush with the law at Changi International Airport's customs checkpoint. When a scissors and Singapore Chef's Association penknife was discovered in my bag, items I had absent mindedly forgot to remove. However, I got them back from the baggage enquiries desk when I touched down at Hong Kong.
Then at Hong Kong's immigration, I was held up again as the officer could not understand why my passport was extended only every 6 months. For most of us who know, its because of our National Service committments to the republic. Having a bad pronounciation of Mandarin, I ended up repeating myself, as the officer couldn't comprehend my Chinese.
I don't understand why so many things are going wrong, and its only the beginning.
We were transferred to our hotel in 3o minutes via the hotel's mini van service.
The hotel we are staying at is named Langham Place, its a new concept with an adjoining shopping mall featuring the latest in Hong Kong's fashion trends.

So now, I am right here in the business center nodding off, will write again tomorrow, its been a long day.

Good Bye!

Back to blogging.

2006-01-07T05:31:00.000-08:00

Ok, if you have read my last post, its been a long time since I blogged. Have been so busy with work that I never even had the chance to check my friendster account.

Last week proved to be a good break for catching up with friends. In the midst of 2 festivities, Christmas Day and New Year's Day.

I attended 3 parties in total, and well, caught up with one of my former lecturer - Mr. Alvin Tan. His condominium really does resemble a resort, not to mention the 780 units with 4 penthouses on the 21st floor.

Had a rather unique experience last Thursday at CitiSpa. Went for a 2 hour Spa session which consisted of an aromatic hot tub, full body massage, back scrub and Taurus shower, it costs $600.
However, I think I ended up looking like a country bumpkin.
Well, here's how it went. It started with the 30 min backscrub. I was told to rest for 20 minutes before bathing. Having taken a module on Spa Therapies, I understand that after a massage, your pores contract due to the coolness. If you jumped into a hot tub immediately, your pores expand and thus, shocking your system. The consequences ain't very pleasant.
Alright, I was supposed to use the Taurus shower to wash off the chocolate scrub, but ended up jumping into the jacuzzi, furthermore, I fiddled around with the controls and in no time, all the water drained itself out.

Overall, I enjoyed it very much and the Spa manager offered me a massage voucher at a student price of $38.

Experienced one of the biggest blunders in my restaurant kitchen. The Chef asked for a Collander ( a pot with holes at the bottom), I heard wrongly and gave her a calender. This sent the whole kitchen bursting with laugher. Ok..so everyone makes mistakes.

I just recovered from diarrhoea, after some self medication of Charcoal pills to flush out the toxins. I have suffered from all these common illnesses that I more or less know the names of the different medicine to treat different symtoms.
Want to test me?

Dhasedyl II/Salbutamol - Cough
Fucon - Stomache
Pacofen - Fever

Just some of them to name with. Erm...ok, being too medical here.

Well, that's all about I can write now. Will try to find time to sneak in the next entry, when? I'm not sure.

To everyone out there: Bonne Annee 2006!

Au Revoir!

Growing and living everyday

2005-12-10T08:23:00.000-08:00

I've not been writing for a while, that's because I've been so busy with school, projects, test, worship leading, Service Ambassadors, Young PAP and so many other things I just can't remember.
It has indeed been 2 hectic weeks. The good news is - I survived. No doubt I've came down with a bad throat and massive headache, I guess I'm still ok.

Wednesday and Thursday were the 2 most craziest days of the week.
Let's start with Wednesday:

I started the day with F & B Operations Management tutorial, its our last tutorial of fun with Mr Govin. Sigh...
Followed by 2 hours of Management Accounting lecture and another 2 hours of MICE lecture. If you don't fall asleep at all, I take my hat off to you!
I rushed down to Temasek Polytechnic to join my groupmates ( they skipped MICE lecture and I became the official scribe)
We had alot of fun doing the report together.
However, what I wasn't ready for was what came at supper time. Although I feel more intimate with my new group, they were way too straight forward.

This is what people feel about me (how true it is, I'm not sure):

1. I need to change my dress sense
2. I'm a disturbance to the lecturers
3. I talk too much and ask too many questions
4. I am irritating
5. I'm too studious

Whatever it is, I'll do what I can to correct my flaws, the rest of it I'll ignore. You can't please the whole world.

Thursday:

Rushed editing in the lab after a slow, hearty and warm lunch at Restaurant In The Square (RITS). They are open for operation again! Yahoo!
This time, I didn't dine alone, I had Jovi, Ailing, Alan and Linda to join me. I must admit I enjoyed myself. You people are great company. Thanks!
A few hours later, I was on the go again, this time - - > home.
I didn't really bother about dressing up for the Singapore Chef Association Dinner & Dance. I mean... I really had no time. Thus, I ended up in my BESE attire. Look at my friendster pictures if you want to know how it looks like.
The dinner was good food, wine and friends. The ambience was just so romantic, with dim lighting, sequin scattered tables and the chocolate fountaine.

Finally, I'm thankful to God that I won a lucky draw prize, however...it looks like I'll be having pasta for a long long time. (You know what I mean)

Will write again when I can.

Back to school!

2005-11-07T05:40:00.000-08:00

Wow! There has been such a big change upon stepping into the campus on a cool Monday morning at 8am.
Today, apart from the slight showers in the morning, I think, we still had our warm sunshine (a unique feature of TAS and Sentosa Island)

Just some new goodies on campus are:

- Vending Machines
- Water Coolers
- New lecturers
- New subjects
- New CCAs (Probably...)
- New Sandwich Bar (unconfirmed)

However, as what Mr Neo said, "My restaurant has turned into a forest." I very much have to agree with this statement. The 8 to 9 potted plants which have been placed next to the Alfresco Dining Area has indeed made the school Greener.
Though its is meant to provide shade for us, I fear it may become a mosquito haven or a peacock restroom. "Touch Wood" But..let's watch and see.
The good news for me is that I may have a good chance of swopping CDS from Japanese to Creative Writing. Would very much love Japanese, but for the sake of my Diploma in Elementary French.
But I guess...Creative Writing isn't that bad, I mean if you do have a level of competence in English, the subject's value addedness would be enhanced.

In the afternoon, went back to Tampines Campus to return a blazer and purchase some books. To my greatest horror, I forgot the blazer cover and the books were not even shipped in or ordered yet.
Then again, borrowing from the library is my temporary solution.

Will write again tomorrow. If I have the time...haha : )

Time flies

2005-11-04T05:34:00.000-08:00

Well, here we are again. The beginning of a new semester, new subjects, new lecturers...new classmates???
Erm...nope! I stand corrected. I just don't understand what the timetabling committee is up to...what's with everybody in the same class again.

Correct me if I'm wrong, but wasn't it said that as Hospitality & Tourism students, we are rotated so frequently so as to get to know and work with new people? Anyway, I'm not sure, as Mr Dillon said, there probably are some underlying reasons. Perhaps, they didn't want the hassle of shifting us around after all the placements in Culinary & Service skills.

Ok. Anyway, enough pondering about the new semester which is just 2 days away. Time sure flies...2 months IS short.
Firstly, I have never been so busy at work. I can tell you...I never spent more than 15 minutes on a single thing. Here's how my day went

9.10am - Arrived at work (Ok, I was late, very late, supposed to reach at 8am)
9.15am - Running around delivering 2 wedding cards (My colleagues getting married)
9.20am - Entered my office, barely had time to put my bag down when my Department Head asked to see me.
9.25am - Rushed to the library to return some books, to my greatest horror...the system is down.
9.30am - Back in my office, some student came to return my English resources
9.45am - Non stop work at the PC, preparing cover pages for SEM report and collation of attendance
12pm - Lunch...canteen was closed, but I went down to Waffle Town. Its this Fast food restaurant opposite my school. It serves real good Sambal Chilli Fish with Butter Rice. Anyone keen to try? Let me know...
1.05pm - Back to work, when another student asked me to have dessert.
2.37pm - Helped to re - connect some PCs, do some shifting of furniture and take attendance for remedial session
3.50pm - Colleague discovered that our office door was unlocked. Which sent my Department Head and myself into a panic frenzy. Looking for the Operations Manager as the key was at home...
4.30pm - Door locked, whew....Security
5pm - Did my quiet time, reading the Purpose Driven Life
5.35pm - Knocked off from work

I have to go back tomorrow to finish up some stuff, before I effectively leave & resign.

Will write again.

Laughter, happiness, sadness and joy

2005-10-31T09:00:00.000-08:00

Ok, left with one more week of holidays. Guess I must try to find some way to make the best out of it.
The good news is... the school is paying me another $100 as a bonus for my administrative services...Cheers! Well, I guess there is some form of appreciation after all. Just the other day, we had a Staff Exercise Day, being the last day of school...well Yes! No more discipline problems to deal with.

So this exercise day was actually in line with keeping fit. There were various exercises for us to try:

1. Aerobics
2. Pilates
3. Gym workout
4. Soccer
5. Basketball
6. Table Tennis
7. Badminton
8. Basketball
9. Swimming

I went for Pilates ( had always wanted to do it as a Personal Development Program), but never found the time. Its not to say very easy, especially when your body is so stiff. But nevertheless, it was a good lesson of how to "de - stiff" your body after a long day of sitting in front of the computer.

After which, I went for a dinner with some of my co - workers from Polytechnic Forum 2005. One lecturer from Ngee Ann Poly gave us a treat at Marche, my what a feast! Though I concentrated more on talking rather than eating. Following that, we proceeded to an Alfresco Bar called Timbre, with good music and drinks. Anyone interested in late night drinking??? Let me know, this bar is real good.

Well...got to get down to work now...Will write again later. : )

Depression

2005-10-25T22:37:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, I just cannot comprehend what goes on in the minds of Humans. Ever get that feeling where you are taken for granted, overworked and no form of appreciation comes back to you?
Well, I'm feeling exactly the same way now. Have been working for a long time in my Secondary School as a part - time teacher, and well...there are alot of things that has been bothering me:

- The welfare (WHEN WILL I EVER GET MY STAFF PASS???)
- The stringent security ( This school is becoming like a prison, Guard Posts, CCTV cameras, security passes etc)
- School politics....dread it!!!
- Oversuspicious managers & supervisors

Just to name a few problems. I think they only person who appreciates my work is my Department Head and the teachers in the Mathematics Department.

Today can be described as "HELL!" There was just so much work to be done, finally, some time to myself alone (all my colleagues are in a meeting/field trip) in the office.

Whatever, it is, if I ever have the chance of holding a position of authority, I would ensure meritocracy prevails. Where people are rewarded for their hardwork and not taken for granted.

Everbusy...

2005-10-25T01:44:00.000-07:00

Ok, sadly to say, the weekdays never really give us time to ourselves. Yesterday, I had to accompany the Secondary 1 students to the Jurong Bird Park for the Mathematics Trail. I must say that it is one of the finest bird parks in the world with 9,000 birds housed in spectacular open concept displays and huge walk - in aviaries. However, I had no time to enjoy it, having to keep an eye on the students.
Today, was alot of manual labor and supervising. There has been a re - shuffle in my department's book inventory and the proposal for a Mathematics Resource Package for all teachers. This would consist of various textbooks and workbooks for their reference. Alot of shifting of heavy books. (Good training for National Service)
But, the reward came in the form of a mouth watering morning tea of glutinous rice and "chee kway", the salted vegetables were heavenly. I guess this is what makes Tiong Bahru market famous. Then in the afternoon, I had to supervise 6 boys in performing their Community Involvement in school. I can't understand why they need to leave these things to the last minute and find that they cannot pass the component. Troubling teachers...sigh...

Anyway, got a whole week of politicking. Got a Meet - the - people's session today and an MP's walk - about tomorrow. Will write again when I can... : )

Catch up and chill out!

2005-10-23T23:01:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a rather good day, finally managed to take some time to chill out and relax.
Spent the morning and afternoon in church attending spiritual leadership classes and learning many new things about our Self Esteem with God, Self Control and Pursuits of Excellence.
In truth, our academics mean nothing when the day of judgement comes. What's most important is our faith.
Had lunch with one of my youth leaders and his family, it really reminded me of my childhood days just watching his son cheerfully drinking Ribena and munching on a hot dog bun.
The evening was something which I had been looking forward to for a long time. We had a chill out session with Mr. Joseph at Starbucks Coffee. This was on behalf of the HTM skit cast of 2004/05. Under Mr Joe's directorship, we had always received an overwhelming response, with audience spilling over to the outside of the lecture theatre. I guess his wittiness and humor had gave him the flair in writing comedy.
This was the 2nd session I had with Mr. Joseph, and I must say that I have benefitted alot. Apart from hearing all the jokes, was his lifestory which really touched my life and taught me some valuable lessons.
Looking forward for a 3rd session this Sunday when we all go for drinks at Bacaclava.

Will write again when I can.

First entry

2005-10-22T06:52:00.000-07:00

Well, I guess I am indeed behind many of my friends technologically. Ok, so I finally got a blog. I feel that it would act as a forum in which I could pour out my troubles, hurts and worries or note down happy moments.

This week has been a rather meaningful one with many lessons learnt. Finally, through some twist of fate, I managed to slip out of the busy hectic lifestyle I've been living (even during the holidays).

Thursday was International Chefs Day. Being a member of the Singapore Junior Chefs Club (SJCC), I had the opportunity to go down to Sunlove Dementia Day Care Center. On this special day every year, besides celebrating, it is our duty as Culinary professionals to contribute our time to the community.

The visit taught me 1 valuable lesson: " Count your blessings and reach out to touch & change the lives of the underpriveleged groups."
I was saddened by seeing some of the senior citizens who were suffering from Parkinsons disease and Alzhmeir's Disease. To the extent in which they couldn't even lift their spoon of food to their mouth. Also was one man who couldn't even walk or feed himself. But I was touched by the determination that all of them had to undergo therapeutic treatment and staying pro - active.
That night we had a sumptious spread at Pasta Fresca Da Salvatore to celebrate International Chefs Day. Gastronomical delights which tantalized our taste buds lined the buffet rows. While a 280kg steer (bull) was roasted over a hot fire. I felt rather lonely as hardly anyone from TAS came, but the company from Mr Neo, our new chef Jason and a few other friends did lighten the mood.

Unfortunately, I came down with diarrhoea the next day. Really suffered at my workplace having to run to and from the restroom. My only consolation is the clean and attached restroom our office had.

On a more positive note, I recovered fast. Today, I registered to start learning French from Alliance Francais. Though I have no idea what the textbook reads, but I guess it is a thing that will put me in good stead for my future career. Next was a trip down to ACS (Barker Road) to tutor a student for his 'O' level English and then an enjoyable afternoon watching Flightplan.
I would describe it as an action packed pulse pounding thriller, a must see for fans of suspense movies, with a good twist towards the end. Shan't say anymore to spoil the show. Haha

Well, got another busy week ahead. Will write again when I can. : )